Yep I have always felt this way but being back in Arizona visiting my brother for Xmas has just started confirming my assumption. I’ve always been treated different. He’s in the air force and lives on his own and does all these amazing things and they praise him and ask him about his life and then there’s me who’s been confused about what I want in life and struggled with school this past year and they just yell at me. Even when I do try it seems like it doesn’t make a difference. They just compare me to him and remind me how amazing and outgoing he is and how many friends he has. And just call me a hermit and my mom makes comments about my weight despite the fact that I’ve lost 40 pounds in the past year. It’s still not enough. I’m never gonna be enough. Oh well I’ll become famous and thank my cat for being my support system. Lol.